Has a famous person's illness (or death) ever been very upsetting for you? (for me it is Farrah Fawcett)?

When Paul Newman died, I was very sad and depressed. I felt the same way about John Ritter. I am praying for Farrah Fawcett, but if she has quit all treatment, then I fear she will not beat her cancer battle. I feel kind of weird admittting this, but I have been crying like a baby all night. I plan to watch her tv special, Farrah's Story, this Friday night.....but yet I am terribly sad, just thinking about it. Have you ever felt this way, about somone you have not known personally?