I need help im so confused?

okah ive been likin this guy since the 8th grade and now we're both bout to be juniors and im utterly in love with him. I had never felt this way about a guy in my life. he's all i ever wanted and everything i can't have. okah look let me start off by saying he has a girlfriend and lets call her alina nd my crush max. okah well me and max go to the same skool together but alina goes to another skool and him and alina have been having alot of troubles with there relationship and he knows how i feel about him..well not that im in love with him jst that i love him. and i tried to be with him so much but its like he wont take me he even told his grlfriend that he wants to be with me and broke up with her but he got back with her caz she cried and said if he goes with me then she woodnt talk to him anymore so they got back together. and i tried to b with another guy but it didnt work out..and it's like i cant get over him. nd idk what to do and with all of this happening the worst thing is max's bestfriend likes me alot but he doesnt go here nd its like im leading him on but i dont want to i try not to call him but he calls me. nd well this summer i tried not to talk to max nd let him be with alina and try it with his bestfriend(Bob) nd on my myspace i put i love bob..and later on i txted max just to checkup on him nd we we're talking nd he seemed mad bcaz he said that he seen my myspace nd i was like yes i do love him and it was an accident....but i meant to put it was an accident bcaz of the blank txt i sent him it was an error and that i love him but u kno as a friend and he said he doesnt want to talk to me anymore nd idk what to do??? PLEASE HELP ME!!!