PLEASE help me its becoming unbearable to live life like this?

Staker is right. Also, pretty soon, I know it's hard to think long-term, but in a few years you can go to college, or move out. Then you can pick who you hang out with, not jerks. At your age life can seem sucky, but hang in there, and don't beat yourself up cuz other people are mean. Remember, there's plenty of people in life who will put you down, so no need to do it to yourself. Peace.